We're given a choice.

Today as I was singing this song at church, Lord I give You my heart, there was a line in the song where just struck me and kept me thinking throughout the whole day.

This is my desire,
To Honour You,
........


A simple line yet it is filled with so much meaning in it.
We're given a choice to do the things we want. God DO NOT force us to do things. He gave us a choice to do right and wrong, and through it all experience this journey of life that is full of everything. Joy, Laughter, Sadness, Pain, Love, Hatred and many other emotions.

Well the year is coming to and end. As I'm reflecting about this year, it is indeed a challenging year for me. Yet I'm very thankful because I've became who I am today. I know I'm not a perfect person, yet the mistakes and right choices made has made me wiser day by day. I personally agree that we should live life with no regret and just make the most out of it.

Some things just happens for a reason. I know because of my past I am constantly judge today. Yet, I still treat it as a challenge to prove to many that I am not who I am like the past. This year I've certainly made choices which I really feel good about it. I have no regrets coming here to Korea. This year in Korea did gave me time to clear my head from the hectic working + studying life of Malaysia and to think and reflect of who i have become and who I want to be in the future. I guess God do works in ways we least expect.

7 more days and I'll be back home. I'm pretty optimistic and I'm really hoping that everything will be going according to plan. But, of course I must always be ready for the worst because there are so many things which I ought correct cause of the mistakes I've done during the past. God pls be there for me and give me wisdom for the next 3 months back home.



*zack~thankfulandhopeful**